hey guys
pressure....
well... i always used to feel that everyone - especially my dad - was putting pressure on me to become like Cara Honeychurch, mainly because i'm a lefty.
i always used to get really stressed whenever i bowled, always feeling that i'd let everyone down.
i used to think about my game so much that i forgot to think about the basics.
i was stressing one day, at PRACTICE because i figured if i couldn't get it right there, i never would, when Andrew said to me, " Jessica, do you know what your problem is? You think too much."
he told me to just sing a song or something, and stop thinking so much.
Now i TRY not to think about what im doin so much, like sure, you hafta think about your shot and stuff, but i try to concentrate on just letting the ball go with the right feeling in my hand.
i still feel pressure - everyone does - and when i do, i mainly take it out on my dad - a bad habit i should really get rid of - but now i've realised that the only reason he puts pressure on me is because he belives in me.
so how do i deal with pressure?? i sing a little song, or think of something that makes me laugh - whats the sound of one hand clapping -( someone smart told me that - a quote from the simpsons) and i try to remember that as soon as i step up on that approach, i'm in my own little world, im the one thats controlling the ball, and everything i do with it, therefore, anything that i feel is also because of me, so i just relax.... or try too anyway
Luv ya's Jess ~xox~
p.s. a big thankyou to Andrew, Sue, Taz, Michelle, Slats (practice the other day - i didn't lose the feel after all) and a really big one to my Daddy, i wouldn't have gotten this far without you.
and yerh everyone, i am a daddy's girl, and i'm not ashamed to admit it. cuz he's always been there for me... i reckon ur familys would have been too... thank them once in a while... they do heaps for you... even though it took me ages to realise it.